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Bread Crumbs

Updated: Mar 30


Title: Lugemas by Saal, Johannes

Name Pronunciation: Kaldi [call•de]


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There was a man named Kaldi
He worked in retail, 
making the average income of many Americans
I went on a date with him
Our first and last

We were seated near the back
right across from the big window
so you could see all the people and traffic

There were still bread crumbs left
The waiter, his name was Ben, says:
“So sorry allow me to get that”
Kaldi replies: 
“Should of been clean before we got here”
I look at him with disapprovement

I order the shrimp pasta 
along with a glass of moscato 
I like sweet things 
Kaldi orders the ribeye steak
He gets it well done—a terrible waste
He doesn’t know how to savor the flavor
of things

During the brief introductions
and slight innuendos
I comment out loud: 
“I could use more napkins.”

Kaldi snaps his fingers at Ben
My eyes narrow with discontent
“Do not snap your fingers, 
he’s doing the best he can”

Kaldi glares at me as if I should know better
than to address such a matter to a man
To him, I am a woman who should be silent
and not speak my mind
To me, he is a man who talks too much
and has no class, yet full of pride

During the brief conversations
and more innuendos
She appeared outside—
the homeless woman in front of the big window

She has the face of experience 
and wrinkles of the wise
She holds bread crumbs 
while pigeons flock to her side
A smile expands on her face
as she feeds them
Her smile then becomes mine
Knowing she still finds joy in this world
Even when many would not want her life
Based on this one particular moment in time
Kaldi shakes his head and ignores her

“This is why I can’t wait to be rich,
I don’t ever want to end up like that.”
Kaldi double points with his thumb,
eyes still fixated on his half eaten steak
I fold my arms on the table
I say nothing

If you look at someone and don’t say a word
they’ll start explaining themselves
more than they should—
and if you let them talk, you’ll figure them out
like pulling that one thread on an afghan
and it unravels all the way around

Kaldi drops his fork down with an echoing clank!
His mouth is full with bits of that well-done steak
He’s having a hard time chewing
With no proper etiquette and a muffled tongue,
He parts his lips and words spew out:

“The rich they have no worries, all they do
is bask in their big homes and luxuries
They sip on the finest of chardonnays,
have their homes tended to by chefs and maids
They can buy what they want
I have to work like a slave and a dog
I’m tired of not experiencing luxuries
I deserve to be among the rich and wealthy!”

Although there may be some truth 
to what Kaldi has told
He seems to have forgotten about the homeless woman
in front of the big window

For him to utter such complaints of his life
and speak on not experiencing the finest of things 
while eating a well-done steak with a fine young lady
To be dressed in a fine tailored suit 
In a fancy restaurant where Ben serves our food
He forgets that this too is a luxury

When you shower your life with love 
the wonders of the world are sure to reward
‘cause if one doesn’t appreciate what they have now
why would they blessed with more? 
❧ 

Kaldi is a man that will never be rich
and a woman should never give herself to a man like this
A man who does not appreciate 
the small joys of his life
will not know what to do when he has you by his side

Ben walks overs hand cupped over one another
and a smile that says he’s eager to please:
“Is there anything else I can get you?”

I interrupt Kaldi before he could speak:
“No thank you Ben, 
just the check please
I’m ready to end this date and leave”

© Kelly Michelle Thomas. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form by any means without the written permission of the author.

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